Destiempo

El destiempo es el querer ir mientras que el otro vuelve. Es querer crecer mientras uno de tu misma edad se quedó estancado en la misma posición de inmadurez. Es que cuando lo queres no lo tenes y cuando lo tenes no lo queres. El destiempo puede terminar siendo una de las situaciones más frustrantes. El destiempo es que aquella persona que tanto queres, no te quiera; y que cuando te empieza a querer vos ya estés en otra sintonía y no te interesa. El destiempo es recorrer un camino diez veces mientras que el otro lo recorrió solo una vez. Es el querer quedarte estancado en tu posición mientras los demás crecen y maduran; o el querer madurar y crecer rápido mientras quienes te rodean quedaron estancados. El destiempo es que cuando más necesites algo no llegue, y recién cuando ya no lo necesites viene. El destiempo es una ruptura a todas las reglas. Es un mensaje que no llegó y que llegará en el momento menos indicado. Es querer mirar hacia delante cuando todos miran hacia atrás. El destiempo es que llegues cuando no lo necesites y que te vuelvas a ir cuando más me acostumbré a tu presencia. El destiempo es querer con todas tus fuerzas olvidar a un hombre y recién te lo olvides cuando él vuelve a vos. El destiempo es empezar a querer a alguien y cuando lo queres demasiado ya se tiene que ir. El destiempo es querer razonar lo irrazonable. El destiempo es una NO coincidencia del destino. Es aquello que tanto anhelas y que llega a vos cuando ya no lo extrañas. Es decidirte a ser feliz cuando hay guerras. Es decidirte a ayudar cuando ya no hay tiempo. Es querer cambiar cuando ya es imposible. Es querer vivir y ser feliz cuando ya te queda poco tiempo. Es querer verle el lado positivo a las cosas cuando ya todo es un desastre. Es avivarte muy tarde. Es darte cuenta de lo que te estás perdiendo cuando ya lo perdiste. Eso es el destiempo. El destiempo es atravesar los obstáculos cuando ya no los hay

Para Cielo.


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El rechazo

Sentirse rechazado en una sociedad como en la que vivimos es experimentar una de las sensaciones más incómodas y casi siempre, frustrantes. Es incómodo sentir que le podes confiar a alguien todo lo que sentís o lo que te pasa y que no exista respuesta de esa persona. Cuando no hay un ida y vuelta, eso es sentirse rechazado. Porque por más esfuerzo que uno ponga para luchar contra eso, a veces no recibe realmente lo que esperaba. Y eso es lo que nos lleva a la mera frustración. Nos deprime el pensar que podemos y que después de un gran esfuerzo no encontramos la respuesta esperada. Nos deprime el pensar que uno hizo las cosas con la mejor voluntad y que hay alguien, del otro lado, que en vez de realizar una crítica constructiva, nos rechaza. Simplemente, un rechazo.
Quien está del otro lado muchas veces no comprende el esfuerzo que uno pone, la voluntad que tiene. A veces sin importarles eso, simplemente nos rechazan. Nos dejan apartados de lo que deseamos. Y básicamente, dejan o permiten que nuestros sueños, que nuestras metas a alcanzar se borren así, como si nada. Y todo esto hace que durante la frustración, lleguemos a creer que todos los intentos, los sueños, los esfuerzos, no sirvan para nada. Nos hacen creer lo increíble, lo que nunca esperábamos creer. Simplemente, nos arruinan los sueños. Y justamente creo, que son esas las personas que no han logrado alcanzar sus propios sueños o metas. Y puede ser también que ni siquiera tengan sueños o metas. Y mediante aquella frustración que también puede llegar a ser parte de un resentimiento, nos dejen a nosotros sin sueños, sin metas.
Y personalmente creo, que a pesar de todas aquellas personas que nos “tiran abajo”, que nos dejan sin aliento, que no nos alientan a seguir, que nos dejan estancados en el camino, uno siempre tiene que buscar lo que realmente desea. Tiene que ir en busca de esos sueños, de esas metas. Tiene que seguir luchando, debe alcanzarlo. Porque no hay frustración más grande que una persona que no sea ajena a uno mismo, pretenda conocerte mejor, o corregirte, o “tirar abajo” esos sueños que vos fuiste cosechando en el día a día.

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I Believe

It’s a pleasure to feel unique.
To feel that you have chosen me among the rest.
It’s so good to feel blind
Just to see what’s inside.
I believe we have a future to go on
And a past to leave behind.
It’s all right to make three wishes
Instead of having just one.
I know we are all different, outside
But I’m sure we are all the same, right inside.
Is quite strange to feel fear
But it is common to feel love.
Is all right to regret doing something
But is even worth it to face it and change it in the future.
I believe in memories,
They cheer us up when we most need it
I believe in happiness
But I know that without problems our lives would turn quite boring.
I believe in fantasies
They fulfil our imagination
It is fine to feel upset, sad, worried, or preoccupied.
But is even better to take out the positive aspect from a difficult situation.
I believe in having a small and warm family
But I prefer to feel that my friends are an essential part of it.
It’s all right to study,
But is even better to learn.
I believe in loving,
But I don’t believe in hate.

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BBFF

When we were born, we were best friends
When we grew up, we were best friends
We used to share the best conversations
We used to be one person

When I saw you there with that group of boys
I thought: -why have you chosen me among the rest?
I felt special every single day
‘Cause you were there for me to feel okay

You were the kind of person everybody wished to have
You were like a star next to the dark sky
You were my little shinny moon
You were my best, my best friend

When we used to play those exciting games,
When we used to ran away,
When we used to share our secret words
When we used to have a teddy bear

When I thought I was alone,
When I felt sorry for something
When I saw life as a scary world
You were there to cheer me up

You were everywhere every single day
you were the other part of myself
if you weren’t with me I could cry for a week
you were my, my best friend

If I had a fight,
If I had to run,
If I was treated harmfully
You were there for me

You replaced me every single day
Memories filled me with joy and happiness
You were the one who stayed with me
You were my best friend

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I was alone, in my own world.
I took the bus way home.
I sat next to the mirror
Just to see the rain falling.
I turned my head to look ahead,
The bus driver was sick,
He looked so tired, so unpleased.
I saw the people standing by my side.
They looked so worried, so preoccupied.
I listened to the laugh of a Lady at my back,
Mixed up with the tears of that baby, on my right.
I saw a teenager sitting on the other side.
Pretty girl, she seemed so happy with her ipod and cigarette.
And just next to her, there was a man.
So tired, so sleepy. He seemed so poor and so sad.
And a woman has just arrived,
She crossed singing the entire path.
She seemed so happy, so right.
And I turned back; I could see an old woman crying.
Tears came out of her eyes, like the rain outside.
I looked outside my window,
I saw so many kids having fun at the yard.
But when I looked to the other side,
There was a little man asking for some cents,
He didn’t have something to eat, he was homeless.
And then I asked to myself,
How can things contrast that much?
How can we feel everything is wrong
And we don’t do anything to change it at all
How can we see across a window
And pretend nothing is going on.
How can we live with homeless people
And pretend they have everything they want.
How can we see the tears in people’s eyes
And feel they just had a bad day.
How can we have too many wishes
When there are people who cannot even believe in them
How can we just talk junk about insecurity
And then say we don’t care about the government
HOW CAN WE FEEL EVERYTHING’S ALL RIGHT
WHEN BLIND PEOPLE CAN SEE MORE THAN US?

Let me BE

Every day, every night,
Every nightmare, every dream,
I believe that is life what it feels good for me.
‘Cause every time, every moment
Spent together, seems like eternity.
And I don’t want to escape from reality.

‘Cause every bird, every animal,
Every little aspect of this life,
Makes me feel so afraid but so right.
And I will fight for what I really want now.

So let me the girl I wanted to be.
Bring me back my innocence and let me be.
Let me fly away over this world.
And let me feel all right.

Bring me back this freedom I was talking about.
Let me hold your hand as much as I can.
Let me go away and find my love.
And make me the happiest woman on earth.

Let me touch your skin with my fingers.
Let me kiss your lips and hold you tight.
Bring me back the love I lost time ago.
And let me feel the prettiest one.

Bring me the keys to open this jail.
And make my heart bump as the last day.
Let me recover from this nightmare,
And make me wish and hope again.

But you are the one supposed to help me now.
Carry all my heart in your hands.
Carry all my body if you also can.
Don’t make me wonder if it’s all right.

This time I want to feel right,
Even though I know it’s not correct.
But I am just tired of this thing.
I want to take out my wings, and jump so high.

If you feel you can, I believe in you.
I will let you decide for me.
Be the guide of my dreams.
And let me fly to eternity.

The only thing I want you to know
Is that I have just one wish right now
Is to go with you somewhere far away
And to let me be your Lady Di.

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You

It may be just one more day, just one more night.
But when it comes to you, it could never be considered just one more…
‘Cause every single thing about you makes me wonder.
Wonder if is true that somebody like you could exist.
And then I look into your eyes, to see if it is clear like the ocean.
And I realize it’s true. True as my faith in God. True as my skin loves you.
And when you hold me in your arms, you hold me so tight.
I cannot even breath, but knowing that I’m by your side,
It doesn’t really matters at all because I love you, every single bit of you.
And even if I’m alone walking down the dark night,
I know I can simply close my eyes and feel you, and then is when I believe God exists. You are there to protect me.
Oh, as bright as the shinning sun in a blue sky.
Oh, as perfect as a sweet melody.
Oh, as beautiful as a colourful butterfly in a dark night.
Oh, as outstanding, so nice.
I will always believe in you. ‘Cause I don’t care of anything more.
And the world itself can be destroyed, but I just believe in this emotion that will never come apart.
And even when I feel so sad, so destroyed, so unhopeful, I believe in you.
Because I believe in every single bit of you.

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